Letter to GOD

Dear LORD,

This is your son writing a letter after a very long time. I am talking to you almost daily. Today I felt that I should write a letter to you and I am here to do that.Thank you for your wonderful presence and guidance all these days. You know that lately these days I was not feeling so good about the things happening around me. Failures in the applications I made, no Job and nothing fruitful is happening, but I still believe and continuing my journey with a hope that You are there with me all the time. Yeah you are there. Listening to me. Before I write this letter, you know what am i going to say? Sometimes your silence kills me father. I want you to talk to me. Yeah talk to me. What are your plans for me? Tell me so that I can join you in that plan. Forgive me for my sins. Even though I am a Spiritual Prostitute you are there waiting for me to be saved by the blood of your son and lord my GOD Jesus Christ. Yeah, I am saved and I am thankful for that blessing. I am really tired LORD. I need some support from your side. I know you are gonna give me that support real soon. Sometimes you give me things which really seem positive, but satan's fiery darts of discouragement, anger, resentment make me feel negative about the promises that you have given me. So grant me wisdom to overcome those with your shield of faith. Let me be the warrior of faith. Reign in me oh LORD. REIGN IN ME. Cover me under the wings and I know that even when i walk in the valley of shadow of death, you are there to guide and rescue me. Let me be your slave and I am happy to be one. Mould me, Guide me and Lead me through this wicked world. Use me as a tool for bringing people in to your kingdom. Let your mighty hands enfold me. That is all for now. I am going to pass this tough time soon by your grace. I know that and I thank you for that blessing. I am waiting to hear from you oh lord. I am still waiting. Talk to me. Like a thirsty soul in a desert longing for water, I long for your presence and without your presence, My life is meaningless. Take control over my life. Let your will be done.

love,

your son,

Vinoj

2 comments:

  shiva

18 August 2008 at 06:08

lord will very soon cover u in his wings and hold u in his mighty hands... dnt worry everything will be alright...

dnt leave hope and fight for ur future...

  Rudi

25 August 2008 at 19:09

charles,

yeah man. keep the faith :) God loves you and He has never and will never leave you. Whatever we are going through now is only for our own good and for His glory. So that in due time when you receive your blessing, you will rejoice even greater! If we would have gotten the job, etc easily without struggle, we would be less thankful to God and rejoice less in Him. So count it as gain our suffering now.. God will reveal himself when the time is EXACTLY right :) God bless you dude!! stay happy :D